Friday, October 29, 2010

...so in love...

I talked to one of my friends last night from California, and he told me him and his wife are getting a divorce. It broke my heart. It also got me thinking....
I am married to the love of my life. My very best friend. I would DIE if Jeremy decided he didn't love me anymore. He means everything to me. He is the goofiest person I know, and he makes me laugh all the time. He says it just to make me smile. So I have found a song that says exactly how I feel about him.

SMILE BY UNKLE KRACKER

You´re better then the best
I´m lucky just to linger in your life
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow that´s right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me
Lets me know that it´s ok yeah it´s ok
And the moments when my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed
Sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head
Spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold
Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

Even when you´re gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of
bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold
buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

Don´t know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold
buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed
sing like bird
Dizzy in my head
spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold
buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile
Ohh you make me smile
Ohh you make me smile

Saturday, October 23, 2010

...hospital trip?!...

So on Tuesday I woke up with theeeee worst chest pains I think I have ever felt in my life. The pain started shooting down my left arm and I started to panic. Luckily Jeremy was home with me, so he called my baby doctor and some other nurses, and everyone said it's probably nothing, BUT it could be blood clots (since I guess they are super common during pregnancy) so I needed to go to the hospital. I was so scared. They hooked me up to a ton of little monitors so they could monitor me and the baby's heartbeat. They ran some blood tests first to see if they could rule out blood clots and they also did a chest x ray, which scared me way bad. I had to sign a consent form saying they could do the x ray even though I am pregnant. So now they have me all freaked out about anything bad happening to the baby from the x rays. WELL...the blood tests came back inconclusive, sooo they had to do a cat scan on me...which means another consent form and more dangers to the baby. In the meantime they hooked me up to a nexium IV for heartburn. I had to wait a half hour for all the test results to come back. And after all that, the doctor comes in and says it must be nothing big and sends me home!!! I'm glad it wasn't anything dangerous or scary, but Ive been really upset that I had to do all those tests that are dangerous to my baby. When we got home Jeremy said a prayer for me to help calm me down and he said everything I needed to hear. So now I feel a little more relaxed about it.


And hear is a picture of my belly at 16 weeks!! It's slowly starting to grow!!! Hopefully we will find out the gender of the baby BEFORE thanksgiving!!!!